follow your heart

I often think I am stupid under V's value judgement. However, he's right in some ways.
He said I usually confused and tired myself, especially when talking about relationship; I dont consider the result and do thing impulsively...

Yeah...
But if we can analyse our emotion and then decide what to do, this is not "emotion" at all.
Love and emotion are something "irresistible." Some mistakes make our life more memorable...maybe (maybe not!?) (did I comfort myself?)

Honestly, this is my first time to devote myself (that much). I dont want to hold back myself for knowing there's no future. Sometimes I think this is so stupid as a moth flies toward the fire...
Although I know V may be a more proper man for me (maybe) and he's disappointed by me (several times), I still could not give up M. I am definately a love fool.

J said, just follow your heart and dont regret. I dont have time to think about regreting tho...
If it would disappoint or depress V (or someone else), we couldnt help it.

my heart says, "dont stop me now."