This new year vacation is much shorter than those of previous years, tho it may be the busiest new year time i've ever had.

I join a new company n start my PR career (for now maybe). Some told me that you'll be good, tho im not sure. I just know I work till midnight everyday, sometimes even worse, 3 or 4 AM. I said to myself, it's my choice and i am not a quitter. This is how i convince myself.

It's bad to feel alone especially when you work/stay in a different city instead of ur hometown. without a boy friend, of course. sometimes you feel like, floating, depends on nothing. Even a cheezy movie would make me shed a tear.

do u know that feeling?

maybe i'll do something, be somebody, but so what?

i hope this is just another murmur or complaint of mine.

happy chinese new year,
im working, at my flat.

Here comes a typhoon this weekend. For the first time and for a long time (this year), we havent experienced a "real" typhoon. They are just like tickles on the feet as speaking of their imfluence. Though this time is different. It is observed that its wind force will achieve 10 degrees of wind strength. (heard it's kinda scary)

Well, it's Friday night. Every one finished work earlier today, or people were forced to leave. When I walked out the building, the tricky pouring rain just stopped. (Guess I was lucky. every scooter rider but me wore raincoat then.) The rain strength was "unstable." from drizzling to pouring, keep changing all the time.

Although the government warns people to be well prepared for the storm, I think most people are just waiting and suspecting. As for me, I have no idea how it would be. A typical impression of typhoon night would be lighting a candle and having a bowl of delicious instant noodles. Im sure Taiwan makes one of the best instant noodles in the world. (Though Im supposed to be on a diet)

Anyway, I've rented 4 DVDs and bought a pudding from 7-11 just now.
Blockbuster was like supermarkets earlier today. Fulled of people who were eager to get something to eat, to drink, and to kill time (if it's nearly impossible to step out of our apartments).

It's midnight now. I can hear the rain drops hitting the roof, more and more frequently, stronger and stronger... I dont feel terrified or something. cuz it's just a start...

The bad thing is, obviously, it will ruin my precious weekend.
can only be companied by DVDs.