This new year vacation is much shorter than those of previous years, tho it may be the busiest new year time i've ever had.

I join a new company n start my PR career (for now maybe). Some told me that you'll be good, tho im not sure. I just know I work till midnight everyday, sometimes even worse, 3 or 4 AM. I said to myself, it's my choice and i am not a quitter. This is how i convince myself.

It's bad to feel alone especially when you work/stay in a different city instead of ur hometown. without a boy friend, of course. sometimes you feel like, floating, depends on nothing. Even a cheezy movie would make me shed a tear.

do u know that feeling?

maybe i'll do something, be somebody, but so what?

i hope this is just another murmur or complaint of mine.

happy chinese new year,
im working, at my flat.