SERIOUS problem

I have a serious problem of "getting serious." what a terrifying finding...
But this does not translate into "Im not ready." Just I can't give it something to exchange with.

I could not say Im tired of love or relationship, tho I dont look forward to it either. Im wondering whether I will be in love, whether I will meet someone who will be sure that I was the one.
I dont have that faith.

Just a few weeks after, people start to ask my love life again. Thanks but there's no one new, nothing interesting.
To some people, get a man/woman is never a problem; to me, it's a huge problem. Maybe I am scary and im serious about it.