the habit i brought back with me

I got this feel often; I am still me, but I am not who I am anymore. I bet you would sometimes feel so as well.

Since I came back to Taiwan, I usually feel lonely and empty. Maybe things just changed.
I know I should not think of past that much, but I bring many people's habits and way of living. And they all mix together now.

I found myself try to make my flat feel like that dearest flat down on Kelso Road. By buying some similar items and applying your life style, not totally but maybe it's wrong.

time never goes back, why cant I just let go?
Maybe I just miss my life.