a desperate housewife, a pet, a spoiled child or a girl friend?

I'm a bit confused about which role I am to you.

When you are busy working, I find myself like a "desperate housewife." Dont know where are you (of course, in the lab, gym, or home), when will you be home, will you call me...

But I dont want to be a pet of you. I dont want you to cuddle me just when you got time. However, when I ask for more, I become a spoiled child.

All these bursted emotions are because of my uncertainty and anxiety...or the insecurity you gave me. But, why would I feel so? Is it because I don't have enough time......

You're going to China for a week. How can I pass this long week?? (sigh)
Even you are not with me most of the time:P
Well, I will be good and I will be fine. I'll be here as an understanding
girlfriend.