all dressed up, but no where to go

i am trapped in this place. and I really really need company I think.

Maybe the cats in the living room are good choices.

Business trip is nothing relaxed at all, especially when you have some "tasks" to achieve.
Should I call it an interview trip? It's actually an interview trip, but I finally decided to take it easy. They said finding a job depends on ur luck, or it's kinda "fortune" thing... let along the bad timing in the end of year.

Sometimes I just wonder that what kind of people do they want? If I can do all the things/tasks they expect me to do, I must be a superwoman myself. Those so called profession should be accumulated from work and experiences, yeah? My thoughts just need a job to make them practical~ anyway, wish me luck!

btw, how come Taipei is such a cold city? I have to erase my smile to fit in I guess. what a pity:P
Or I should ask, when will I get back my pretty smile!? Well, I think the first step is: take it easy:)

Business trip is nothing relaxed at all, especially when you have some "tasks" to achieve.
Should I call it an interview trip? It's actually an interview trip, but I finally decided to take it easy. They said finding a job depends on ur luck, or it's kinda "fortune" thing... let along the bad timing in the end of year.

Sometimes I just wonder that what kind of people do they want? If I can do all the things/tasks they expect me to do, I must be a superwoman myself. Those so called profession should be accumulated from work and experiences, yeah? My thoughts just need a job to make them practical~ anyway, wish me luck!

btw, how come Taipei is such a cold city? I have to erase my smile to fit in I guess. what a pity:P
Or I should ask, when will I get back my pretty smile!? Well, I think the first step is: take it easy:)

I know I miss KTV, but I am afraid of going there for some reasons.
1st, I know nothing about pop songs here now.
2nd, I dont want to sing or listen to those love songs in case I might burst into tears... As u know, those sad songs are so popular...in every season!

When my sister suggested we go to a KTV this afternoon, I rejected that proposal first. But she's expecting to go there for quite q while....thus I said, alright.

She ordered several pop songs and some I should be familiar with as well. These days, I always go out with my sister running some errands--> try to be busy. But I still cried when she sang the song 第九夜. I kept watching/ staring at TV screen and tried to hide my emotion. But this was just a beginning. I found I cant order any song but happier/merrier ones. Every song reminds me the sorrow goodbye.
After a few times of deep breathe and went to bathroom twice, I felt better.

I dont know how long would it take for me to forget him. Or can I really forget?
Sometimes I hate him; sometimes I miss him; sometimes I regret meeting him; sometimes I feel thankful.
Hopefully I will leave everything in my memory after the nineth night, or maybe, I will know better about this afterwards, or...maybe I'll never forget nor forgive my stupidness.
I know I shouldn't take it so serious. just cant help it.

She bought a Dior Fahrenheit before departure. She thought she could at least keep that fragrance, that smell, even though it may drive her mad as she smells that.
Is it the memory worth keeping? She cant find a satisfied answer.

She had cried occasionally on the train, at the airport, on the plane...and might've scared some passengers beside her. A gentleman gave her his whole package of tissue then.

When the plane was landing at the airport, she took a deep breathe of the air and knew that she's home.

It was her first time to that airport and things are so different from those of Europe. She didn't think it's bad but just hasn't got used to these. She even loves the rainny and cold weather better.

1. She slept in a double bed BUT NOW--> on a sofa (this is a special case tho; Taiwanese ppl dont usually do this)
2. She got everything cheaper, much cheaper, but she simply loses her interests of window shopping.
3. The wireless thing of her laptop is misfunction again!
4. The weather in Taiwan is warm/hot; fortunately, according to the weather report, there's a typhoon coming! (well, she hasn't seen real pouring rain for a while...this is definately nothing FUNNY!)
5. She used to stay in a neat flat BUT NOW-->in a messy house with a full fridger too (well well well, this is also a special case; her grandma always tries to tidy her house, but this good will is ALWAYS refused by her mom. Mom said, dont force me to clean the house...I dont want to think about it!)
6. She has no money and a certain degree of freedom; that's why she wants to get a job asap.
7. She doesn't have to cook and tidy her house. Actually, she thinks she loses the motivation of doing those house chores. Is it kinda "back to normal"?
Her family thought she's lazy b4, and she still is after a year:)
8. She needs not to walk but just jump on her scooter.
9. She used to wear a jacket to block the cold, BUT NOW she wears it to block the sun (not to mention the gloves, hats, mask(no veil tho)...)
10. She keeps herself busy thus she wont miss England too bad.
11. She still hates noisy firework released during some religious ceremonies.
12. She thinks she cant fit in the famous/popular Japanese fashion in Taiwan any more.
13. She went to a hair salon and thought she finally found a hairdresser who she will definately go to more than twice. (Everybody should have his/her own hairdresser; she just hadn't found one satisfied.)
14. She's thinking of getting a language partner bcuz she feel panic when hearing ppl speaking Taiwanese and chew 檳榔...

Well... it takes some time to fit in here, she said.